"Clinging to the remnants of perfection like most do after they break it..."

My boyfriend broke up with me on Tuesday...

To make matters worse, it was in an insensitive way.

I thought I was over it...until today.

I saw him everywhere.

I thought about him nearly every moment.

I was in tears too many times to count.
 
And I nearly cried at least twice.

My only desire is to lock myself in my room and cry myself to sleep.

Why does life have to suck so much?

I hate this year. So much.

I need the weekend. Now.

I have no idea how I'm going to survive tomorrow.

I feel like complete and utter crap.

All I can do right now is just listen to multiple depressing Relient K songs. Usually, I feel better after a couple songs or so...but they aren't working.